It's Susan again. So many thoughts today. One thing that is weighing heavy on my heart today is, "how can we help - not hinder?" If you give away free food, the local merchants suffer. If you give away free medical, the health care workers don't get a paycheck. I know that praying is the answer. It just seems so difficult. I think helping others used to be easier.

We have had a great amount of supplies come in and for that we are thankful. Thank you - to each of you who helped contribute, organize, and pray for this endeavor. I believe those supplies were needed and are still needed.

My statements in the first paragraph are not because I didn't think free food and free medical were and continue to be necessary, but where is the balance. There would have been thousands more that would have perished had it not been for the free aid they received. My question is, "where do we go from here?"

I ask that each of you to join me in prayer as we seek the next step from the Lord. The Word says, "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you" Matthew 7:7. And in James 1:5, it says, "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him." So I know it is the Lord's desire for us to have at least some answers and some wisdom. I don't believe that He wants us to wander around aimlessly. I will ask, seek, and knock - as well as ask for wisdom, I pray that I have ears to hear and a heart to be obedient.